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XXIV
SWING YOUR PARTNERS
MOVED
by tenderness and thoughts of self-sacrifice, which had occupied his mind
to the momentary exclusion of all else, Tryon had scarcely noticed, as
be approached the house behind the cedars, a strain of lively music, to
which was added, as he drew still nearer, the accompaniment of other festive
sounds. He suddenly awoke, however, to the fact that these signs of merriment
came from the house at which he had intended to stop; -- he had not meant
that Rena should pass another sleepless night of sorrow, or that he should
himself endure another needless hour of suspense.
He
drew rein at the corner. Shocked surprise, a nascent anger, a vague alarm,
an insistent curiosity, urged him nearer. Turning the mare into the side
street and keeping close to the fence, he drove ahead in the shadow of
the cedars until he reached a gap through which he could see into the
open door and windows of the brightly lighted hall.
There
was evidently a ball in progress. The fiddle was squeaking merrily so
a tune that he remembered well, -- it was associated with one of
the most delightful evenings of his life, that of the tournament ball.
A mellow negro voice was calling with a rhyming accompaniment the figures
of a quadrille. Tryon, with parted lips and slowly hardening heart, leaned
forward from the buggy-seat, gripping the rein so tightly that his nails
cut into the opposing palm. Above the clatter of noisy conversation rose
the fiddler's voice: -- "Swing yo' pa'dners; doan be shy, Look yo' lady
in de eye! Th'ow yo' ahm aroun' huh wais'; Take yo' time -- dey ain' no
has'e!" To the middle of the floor, in full view through an open window,
advanced the woman who all day long had been the burden of his thoughts
-- not pale with grief and hollow-eyed with weeping, but flushed with
pleasure, around her waist the arm of a burly, grinning mulatto, whose
face was offensively familiar to Tryon.
With
a muttered curse of concentrated bitterness, Tryon struck the mare a sharp
blow with the whip. The sensitive creature, spirited even in her great
weariness, resented the lash and started off with the bit in her teeth.
Perceiving that it would be difficult to turn in the narrow roadway without
running into the ditch at the left, Tryon gave the mare rein and dashed
down the street, scarcely missing, as the buggy crossed the bridge, a
man standing abstractedly by the old canal, who sprang aside barely in
time to avoid being run over.
Meantime Rena was passing through a trying ordeal. After the first few
bars, the fiddler plunged into a well-known air, in which Rena, keenly
susceptible to musical impressions, recognized the tune to which, as Queen
of Love and Beauty, she had opened the dance at her entrance into the
world of life and love, for it was there she had met George Tryon. The
combination of music and movement brought up the scene with great distinctness.
Tryon, peering angrily through the cedars, had not been more conscious
than she of the external contrast between her partners on this and the
former occasion. She perceived, too, as Tryon from the outside had not,
the difference between Wain's wordy flattery (only saved by his cousin's
warning from pointed and fulsome adulation), and the tenderly graceful
compliment, couched in the romantic terms of chivalry, with which the
knight of the handkerchief had charmed her ear. It was only by an immense
effort that she was able to keep her emotions under control until the
end of the dance, when she fled to her chamber and burst into tears. It
was not the cruel Tryon who had blasted her love with his deadly look
that she mourned, but the gallant young knight who had worn her favor
on his lance and crowned her Queen of Love and Beauty.
Tryon's
stay in Patesville was very brief. He drove to the hotel and put up for
the night. During many sleepless hours his mind was in a turmoil
with a very different set of thoughts from those which had occupied it
on the way to town. Not the least of them was a profound self-contempt
for his own lack of discernment. How had he been so blind as not to have
read long ago the character of this wretched girl who had bewitched him?
To-night his eyes had been opened -- he had seen her with the mask thrown
off, a true daughter of a race in which the sensuous enjoyment of the
moment took precedence of taste or sentiment or any of the higher emotions.
Her few months of boarding-school, her brief association with white people,
had evidently been a mere veneer over the underlying negro, and their
effects had slipped away as soon as the intercourse had ceased. With the
monkey-like imitativeness of the negro she had copied the manners of white
people while she lived among them, and had dropped them with equal facility
when they ceased to serve a purpose. Who but a negro could have recovered
so soon from what had seemed a terrible bereavement? -- she herself must
have felt it at the time, for otherwise she would not have swooned. A
woman of sensibility, as this one had seemed to be, should naturally feel
more keenly, and for a longer time than a man, an injury to the affections;
but he, a son of the ruling race, had been miserable for six weeks about
a girl who had so far forgotten him as already to plunge headlong into
the childish amusements of her own ignorant and degraded people. What
more, indeed, he asked himself savagely, -- what more could
be expected of the base-born child of the plaything of a gentleman's idle
hour, who to this ignoble origin added the blood of a servile race? And
he, George Tryon, had honored her with his love; he had very nearly linked
his fate and joined his blood to hers by the solemn sanctions of church
and state. Tryon was not a devout man, but he thanked God with religious
fervor that he had been saved a second time from a mistake which would
have wrecked his whole future. If he had yielded to the momentary weakness
of the past night, -- the outcome of a sickly sentimentality to which
he recognized now, in the light of reflection, that he was entirely too
prone, -- he would have regretted it soon enough. The black streak would
have been sure to come out in some form, sooner or later, if not in the
wife, then in her children. He saw clearly enough, in this hour of revulsion,
that with his temperament and training such a union could never have been
happy. If all the world had been ignorant of the dark secret, it would
always have been in his own thoughts, or at least never far away. Each
fault of hers that the close daily association of husband and wife might
reveal, -- the most flawless of sweethearts do not pass scathless through
the long test of matrimony, -- every wayward impulse of his children,
every defect of mind, morals, temper, or health, would have been ascribed
to the dark ancestral strain. Happiness under such conditions would have
been impossible.
When Tryon lay awake in the early morning, after a few brief hours of
sleep, the business which had brought him to Patesville seemed, in the
cold light of reason, so ridiculously inadequate that he felt almost ashamed
to have set up such a pretext for his journey. The prospect, too, of meeting
Dr. Green and his family, of having to explain his former sudden departure,
and of running a gauntlet of inquiry concerning his marriage to the aristocratic
Miss Warwick of South Carolina; the fear that some one at Patesville might
have suspected a connection between Rena's swoon and his own flight, --
these considerations so moved this impressionable and impulsive young
man that he called a bell-boy, demanded an early breakfast, ordered his
horse, paid his reckoning, and started upon his homeward journey forthwith.
A certain distrust of his own sensibility, which he felt to be curiously
inconsistent with his most positive convictions, led him to seek the river
bridge by a roundabout route which did not take him past the house where,
a few hours before, he had seen the last fragment of his idol shattered
beyond the hope of repair.
The
party broke up at an early hour, since most of the guests were working-people,
and the travelers were to make an early start next day. About nine in
the morning, Wain drove round to Mis' Molly's. Rena's trunk was strapped
behind the buggy, and she set out, in the company of Wain,
for her new field of labor. The school term was only two months in length,
and she did not expect to return until its expiration. Just before taking
her seat in the buggy, Rena felt a sudden sinking of the heart.
"Oh,
mother," she whispered, as they stood wrapped in a close embrace, "I'm
afraid to leave you. I left you once, and it turned out so miserably."
"It'll
turn out better this time, honey," replied her mother soothingly. "Good-by,
child. Take care of yo'self an' yo'r money, and write to yo'r mammy."
One
kiss all round, and Rena was lifted into the buggy. Wain seized the reins,
and under his skillful touch the pretty mare began to prance and curvet
with restrained impatience. Wain could not resist the opportunity to show
off before the party, which included Mary B.'s entire family and several
other neighbors, who had gathered to see the travelers off.
"Good-by
ter Patesville! Good-by, folkses all!" he cried, with a wave of his disengaged
hand.
"Good-by,
mother! Good-by, all!" cried Rena, as with tears in her heart and a brave
smile on her face she left her home behind her for the second time.
When
they had crossed the river bridge, the travelers came to a long stretch
of rising ground, from the summit of which they could look back over the
white sandy road for nearly a mile. Neither Rena nor her
companion saw Frank Fowler behind the chinquapin bush at the foot of the
hill, nor the gaze of mute love and longing with which he watched the
buggy mount the long incline. He had not been able to trust himself to
bid her farewell. He had seen her go away once before with every prospect
of happiness, and come back, a dove with a wounded wing, to the old nest
behind the cedars. She was going away again, with a man whom he disliked
and distrusted. If she had met misfortune before, what were her prospects
for happiness now?
The
buggy paused at the top of the hill, and Frank, shading his eyes with
his hand, thought he could see her turn and look behind. Look back, dear
child, towards your home and those who love you! For who knows more than
this faithful worshiper what threads of the past Fate is weaving into
your future, or whether happiness or misery lies before you?
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